Liburan....

Fiuh...akhirnya libur juga...
Hari ini hari terakhir gw masuk...
Setelah bbrp minggu jungkir balik dengan segala pernak-pernik report dsbnya, akhirnya bebas juga.Buat yang ga bisa liburan, sorry ya...bukan maksud mo bersenang-senang diatas penderitaan orang lain sih...tapi mo gimana lagi, kenyataannya gw libur....
Pengen ke solo tapi kayanya tanggung. Christmas Eve dpt tgas choir, malam taun baru jg..trus dah janji mo ikutan nonton konser pas tgl 3...so next holiday aja kali ke solo..
though i miss that city much...dah 2 taun ga ksana...

Luka ini bertahta...
di hati, rasa dan angan...
inginku berlari...
menghindari pedih...
tapi sungguh ku terikat...
hati...jiwa...dan diri..

Andai bisa kuputar waktu..
kuulang hari...
kuubah rasa...
hingga tak akan kurasa...
kesakitan ini...

sedih...lukaku menganga..
hancur...bahagiaku menghilang..

Klo ngomong tentang 'kepekaan'..mang bkn gw bgt!

Lucu deh baru ngebahas ini sekarang...Mang dari dulu kmana aja?
Kalo ttg kepekaan mang nilai gw slalu kurang.
Actually bukan masalah peka ga peka, cuma lebih ke basa basi or ga...
jadi klo mang btuh bantuan ya ngomong lah...jgn ngarepin gw tanya...
gw jg kan bkan mind reader...so dont expect too much!
ya udahlah..dah terjadi..mo gmn lagi...

Dying4Holiday!!!

I'm dying for holidayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
dah cape neh...just wanna spend my days with my books and coffee.
Christmas is coming....

Aneh...

Aneh...knp gw bisa jadi kangen banget ma mereka ya???
Mang bnyk hal sih yang dah kita share sama2, tp jujur, gw kaget juga ternyata bisa se'dalam' ini.
Miss you all banget! if only i could turn back time...
if only they took a wiser way to handle it...
kangen...aneh...sedih...

Trus, salah siapa?

huhuhuh

Duh, kacian amat sih....
sekarang facebook dan kwn2nya di banned lagi...tega banget!!
kan kita jg perlu refreshing!!
well, terserah deh...

Panas!!!

Athletic Carnival yg sangat panas!!!
duh...bener2 panas bgt kemarin...untung menang...jadi msh ada penghiburan deh...
tapi..seru juga!

Lucky Me!

It's been a lucky weekend for me. I joined a choir competition on Saturday and awarded as the 3rd winner. on Sunday i came to a reunion and one of my friends paid for all the foods. well, it's surprising cos none of us thought about it before.
Enjoying my life....

Menikmati kesalahan itu mudah tapi mengambil langkah yang benar itu prestasi!

Sitta Karina

Ga tau knapa, but i enjoy reading Sitta's book lately.
gw lagi terpana ma the whole Hanafiah Stories! Smua kaya real banget...
Sempet kepikiran pengen kaya Kaminari Kei yg bisa ngirim pesan lewat mimpi...tp kok kynya life is never be easy for him...
Or...kaya Bianca aja ya...yang bisa dikategorikan as super woman...Ninja yang suka teddy bear and lollypop...
Well..just wanna say, Long Live Sitta Karina!!! Long Live Hanafiah!!!

Senangnya..

duh...senangnya...smlm dpt kbr dari old mates... kita mo buka bersama neh sabtu depan...lucu juga, puasa ga, tp buber jalan terus...well smoga rame, jd seru...

Saat Bayang Itu Kembali!

Saat bayang itu kembali..
tanya menyeruak...
Apakah ini pertanda?
Saat sosok itu hadir..
raguku berkuasa...
Mungkinkah ini nyata?
Kembali bayangmu hadir
Membuatku bertanya bimbang
Masihkah kumerasa cinta???

Ketika kesalahan itu menyenangkan...

Baca judul di atas kayanya nakal banget ya...
However, that's real! Terkadang kesalahan memang menyenangkan sampai tak ingin ditinggalkan...
Itulah gunanya logika...karena memang tidak semua rasa bisa dibenarkan..bukan berarti tidak boleh dirasakan...tapi harus diakui, rasa yang tidak benar memang tidak untuk dipertahankan...
Well...time to move on...time to forget...time to get rid of it!!
Hanya untuk dikenang...bukan dipertahankan..
Hanya untuk diingat...bukan dilanjutkan...
ugh....ketika logika dan rasa harus diseimbangkan...

It's UNFAIR!

I couldn't stop asking why....
Kenapa sih semua lebih concern ke masalah (klo memang itu disebut masalah) yang ada rather than acknowledge what the children have achieved..
It really torn my heart into pieces when i see people spend their time more to talk about the issue rather than all the hardwork that they've done!
Don't they realise klo anak2 itu juga feeling down...mereka sudah cukup sedih dengan yg terjadi ga usah lagi ditambah dengan memperbesar masalah yang sudah ada dan melupakan semua prestasi yang dah mereka capai.
They need us to support them, to acknowledge their hardwork! Call me naive..but kita lebih kuat dari mereka...bukan kita yang perlu dipuaskan dengan segala klarifikasi, gosip, atau pembenaran...Masa kita sudah lewat untuk jadi 'pusat perhatian'. Sekarang giliran mereka....
Ra menyesal semua harus terjadi...tapi pada kenyataannya semua sdh terjadi...kita ga punya kantong Doraemon yang bisa buat kita balik ke masa lalu so that we can undo things...Semua dah terjadi dan itu yang harus kita terima. Sekarang tinggal gimana cara kita buat semua ga jadi lebih buruk...karena anak2lah yang akan jadi korban, mereka yang akan terluka lebih dalam...
So, please....use our time to think about them more!

Yang tak teryakinkan....

Saat mata menyaksikan...
Saat kata terangkaikan..
Mengharap hati
Bisa teryakinkan

Sungguh...tak dapat kupastikan
Sungguh...tak kuasa memaksa
Dan sungguh....
ku terapung tak tentu...

Mata, kata...
kuharap hati teryakinkan

100thnKbangkitnNasional

I watched 100 thn kebangkitan nasional last night. it was great...
ga tau knapa, tapi cukup mengharukan..cos if only everyone has the same spirit like they showed last night, i believe we'll have a better condition soon....
for me the best part was when Agnes is singing the song from Gombloh..it's magnificent!The song is lovely and Agnes did it well!

OldMates

i met two people yesterday...they were my friends in Elementary school...ugh, it's been a very long time!
The best part was...they still remember my name...
i met them incidentally on the street and things do change in them...

JustNeed2BMyself

i watched 'what happens in Vegas' yesterday...
Nice movie...just sit back, enjoy and laugh..
one thing that touched me from the movie is
You can turn into yourself when you stop trying to please everyone..
yup...sometimes our effort to please everyone makes us change into another person...
which can be totally different to who we really are!

Saat Masa Lalu Menyapa

Saat masa lalu menyapa...
Ada senyum yg tak biasa..
Ada paras yang merona..
Ada duka yang tak terucap

Saat masa lalu menyapa..
Ada ingin tuk mengulang..
Harap waktu tuk terputar..
Berhenti dalam masa indah

Saat ia datang...menyapa..
Rasa hadir dan bergetar
Dalam senyum paras merona
Dan sesal atas duka yang tertinggal!

am i mean?

some people asked me...."where did you leave your feeling?"
sounds cruel, right? it seems i'm Cinderella's step mom!
well, i'm not that mean...but i do have to admit that it is difficult to me to show my own feeling to others especially to those who i think not worth saying yet...

Ancol

I went to Ancol last sunday and instead of going to Dufan, which i usually did, i spent my time around the beach. It's great since I rarely doing it.
i went to Sea World at the beginning and then continued to rode Gondola... It's a nice trip though we have to pay Rp. 35.000. the trip is quite long..
Then i rent the bike for 25 thousand/ hour. it's nice...

it's been so long

well,,,,it's been so long since my last posting.
how's world outside?
many great things happened to me lately... don't know what to write... just wanna say, i'm feeling blue inside!